the most amazing thread i've ever read

the derelict of decisions

i have finally realized what my mother meant all along when she told me to make good decisions growing up because they ultimately effect the overall person you become. but i realize that making those decisions are so much less tangible then i thought. for me, it's the bad decisions you make that often spiral into unhealthy choices, toxic attractions. i've had a weekend, maybe one that was unsettling in a few ways, i needed it. i feel like an onion held together by bad decisions mixed with a few alright one's today. just stacking up on top of each other.